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Poetry, page 15

Elegy
by Jonathan Brymer

I read in the paper today,
That you have died and gone away.
Your life cut short by suicide,
An act that you can never hide.

Life can be so cruel at times,
Making you feel like a fool at times.
I know how you felt before you died,
I know how hard it is to decide,
Should you live or die,
End it all or just cry.

You feel as though you can't take it anymore.
You feel that your life is a closed door.
You pray every day for it to end,
But in your mind you know you'll never win.

The days grow longer and bleaker,
Your spirit grows depressed and weaker.
The world seems to pass you by,
That's when you wonder why,
Why did this happen to me,
Why did this have to be?

Sometimes you wonder if there is life after death,
Did you wonder before you took your last breath?
And when you've lost all hope,
And you have no one you can confide,
Did you ponder if life is better on the other side?

Then comes the end,
When the weight of your problems are upon your shoulders,
Weighing you down like massive boulders.
Your world comes to a halt,
And falls to pieces like grains of salt.
You end all your strife,
By taking your life.


Contributed by Jonathan Brymer



I Believe
by Lea

I believe that the wind, which touches my face,
is your hand that touches me and shows me that you are here.

I believe that the rain, which comes out of the big grey clouds,
are your tears which cry to show me your compassion every time I知 sad.

I believe the sand my feet are feeling,
is your body my hand is touching.

I believe the sun, which warms up my face,
is your voice that warms up my heart by telling me I知 not alone.

I believe that everywhere I am
you値l be.

Contributed by Lea



Never Alone
by Lea

When I知 alone and sad,

when I think you値l never come back
and I have to be without you,

I look far far into the wide Land
and at the horizon I see your face watching me.

Telling me that I知 never alone
and making me laugh about all that what makes me cry.

Contributed by Lea



Untitled
by Cyr Van Ysenheim

I wish I could put you in a box,
I wish I could have you, for days, for weeks,
always had with me.

Because you are my day and you are my night too,
my tear and my laugh,
my spring and my summer,
my everything in life.

Contributed by Jessica Verbeeck


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