Three Years
by Anna

To Beloved Jonathan G. Brandis, may he rest in peace...

Three Years and I'm still in grief
Life changes, people move on
It's only me who can't overcome
Yet, I can't forget at all
About this young man I adore
And he died somehow

I'm so restless day and night
I can't endure this, its suffocating me
I feel myself weak and so fragile

I wanna run away from the pain
I wanna erase my heart's blues
I wanna wash away all my tears
But can I? Can??
Perhaps

I heard a wake up call:
Never look back anymore
He's gone and he'll never come home
So you need to let go

You died...
You died Jonathan
And I miss you so much
It hurt all the times
But your memory will last for eternity
In my heart and everyone's heart

Contributed by Anna

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Crash
by Romi


Contributed by Romi

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Jonathan
by Bryan Melnick

J - ust another victim of his fame.

O - utstanding actor who touched millions.

N - ever forgotten by THIS J.B fan!!

A - ptitude for dolphin/human communications.

T - hose blue eyes could stop traffic!

H - andsome from wig to toe

A - ctor who made the Never Ending Story 2 the film that inspired my love for flying dogs.

N - ot your average cross-dressing soccer player

Contributed by Bryan Melnick

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A Note to a Child...
by Amanda Messina

They held your hand,
They tied your shoes.
They didn't know,
What they could lose.

They taught you to walk,
They taught you to play.
And you took away,
Their everything.

They watched you run,
They watched you act.
But what they gave,
You took right back.

The ones who were there,
For every step
Were the ones who watched you
As you slept.

For every smile
For every glance
You gave them hope
For just one chance...

To watch you glow
To watch you fly
But their only fear
Has made them cry.

Their one and only
Their one true love
Has taken from them
Their only one.

Why didn't you consider
How they would feel
To lose their child?
Now they'll never heal.

Because of you,
They're forever changed.
From your selfish needs,
And your only way.

Death isn't the way out,
When you feel alone.
Someone is there
To fix and console.

Nothing is so wrong,
That it's time to give up.
Everything they've done,
Must not have been enough.

Sorry doesn't cut it,
It only makes it worse.
The fact that you're gone,
Will never fix what hurts.

I hope you are finally free,
From the pain that you felt.
But all the pain you've caused,
Was for everyone else...

Contributed by Amanda Messina

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The J-Man
by Ally Woolf

Eyes so blue,
smile so bright
can make the velvet night sky light

Gone too soon
like a sunset over sea
his life was cut short and what could have been
will never be

But the memories still stay close to our hearts
forever loved and cherished
The J-Man is only up there looking down
telling us everything is all right
to let go of the fears and simply dry the tears

A personality like the warm sunshine’s rays
makes a room light up
like a night time blaze

Jonathan’s one special guy
who is terribly missed
but is simply just spending time
with the big guy in the sky

Contributed by Ally Woolf

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