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Poetry, page 22

Via Negativa
by Diana

I need a sign.
Will you give it to me?
I need a word.
Will I receive it?
Can you hear the inner me?
Can you see myself to be?
Can you feel my tears and see
The life run away from me?
I'm sorry if I'm negative,
But I miss your talkative
Little lips, and eyes, and hands...
I see your soul, the love that stands
Waiting, through you eyes
So blue, just like the skyes...
And you... the world has stopped for you,
And it will not start again until
You will get back the love you knew.

Contributed by Diana



A moment lost
by Diana

A moment lost means looking at the endless heavens and feel nothing.
A moment lost is when another talks of love and you keep walking.
A moment lost is when you leave with no goodbye.
A moment lost is when you're forgotten if you die.
A moment lost is when you are awaken by a nightmare.
A moment lost is if you live in fear, anger and despair.
A moment lost means if you don't dream with eyes wide open.
A moment lost is when you live your life without hoping.
A moment lost is when you don't tell your love you love him.
A moment lost is when you look away and don't see miracles happening.
A moment lost is when you're loved by no one.
A moment lost was when his life was gone, along with this one.
A moment lost will be when this pencil will be done.

Contributed by Diana



God took His Angel back
by Diana

Hope, faith and belief
Are now all blinded by grief,
For what once was and is no more,
For what is gone, for what I feel for.

I feel for him, a shining star
That now is gone in Heaven, afar.
I feel for him an, angel dearly
That I will always love sincerely.

I feel for what is my light,
I feel, though I lost my sight.
I lost it because he's no more in my eyes.
I lost it...that's what happens when an angel dies.

He's only inside my soul now,
And he will be forever.
But in the end, someday, somehow,
We'll be again together.

For now you lie next to Divinity,
And I'll be there too, with you, in Infinity
Where time is not and love has no end,
But until then...receive the kiss I send.

Contributed by Diana



A little
by Diana

Everytime I see your face
I cry a little.
Everytime you say your praires
I die a little.

Everytime you understand
I cry a little.
Everytime you hold my hand
I die a little.

Everytime I'm lost within
I cry a little.
Everytime you touch my skin
I die a little.

Everytime you say "good night"
I cry a little.
But when you said "good bye"
I simply died.

So, Jonathan, see what you've done to me?

Contributed by Diana



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