Jonathan Gregory Brandis
JB.org

Fan Writing


Poetry, page 23

Epiphany
by Diana

Finish your thought towards eternal life.
Finish your dream on the pillow at night.
Finish the one that raped a heart.
Finish him...you can't, 'cause he's coming back.

Finish the useless memories that say
That love between desire, pain and dream is divided,
Between hope, agony, faith and death.
Finish the reverie sent from afar.
You won't, when you know that that's all that separates you.

Why should you finish if these are keeping you alive,
And make you remember the icy blue eyes,
The softer than a spell hair,
The smile that now watches upon you.
Why should you finish when he sent these to you?
Continue them all with eyes wide shut,
Because all come from him, from opened paradises
From where he watches your sleep and the promised dreams.

Contributed by Diana



Mild
by Diana

There's nothing I wish for
And nothing stands my ground
Except a dying hope
And a tie that bounds
Two souls together.
A tie that sounds
More like a miracle
That God alouds
To exist in nothingness
For me, the child
That cries from wilderness
Poetry for you, the mild...
The mild soul, the mild eyes,
The mild heart, the mild sighs,
The mild lips, the mild hair,
The mild hand, the mild tear,
The mild laugh, the mild sleep,
The mild dream, the mild weep,
The mild word, the mild smile,
The mild touch that last a while...

Contributed by Diana



It's you
by Diana

It's you I'm dreaming of, sweet angel,
It's you I'm seeking in my thoughts,
It's you my heart cries out for daily,
For you my soul with darkness fights.

I'm looking in the mirror
But it's you I see, not me.
I'm a loser, not a warrior,
It's you I lost in 2003.

It's you I hear in music,
It's you I see in stars,
It's you that smiled magic
And filled with love my heart.

It's you I want to find there
In that place with dreams where
I'll gaze into your blue eyes.
It's you that brought me paradise.

It's you the Earth keeps spinning for,
For you the flames of candles burn,
It's you in the rainbow's sparkling colour,
For you the night in day will turn.

It's you we'll love 'till heavens fall,
It's you we pray for, Jonathan.
For you the dolphins cry, birds sing,
For you our prayers the angels call.

Contributed by Diana



Universal Catasrophe
by Diana

Blue sky exists no more
It turns to darkest grey.
Flowers turn to sand on shore,
The Sun and Moon still stay.

Beasts roam and dolphins die,
Butterflies turn into bats,
Spiders grow and vulcans cry,
The swans are begging deaths.

Trees are black and clouds are heavy,
Ghosts are rising from the graves,
Cascades turn to burning lava,
And the world has no more days.

All this happened
From one reason:
The Angel's soul
Is trapped in prison.

Prison that has killed his heart
And murdered me, because I love him.
The world is gone and won't come back
Because an Angel in this world has been.

Contributed by Diana



Go Back

Learn more:


Interact!
Join the team
Learn about JB.org
Get suicide help
Back home

Fan Writing:


  • Back to MAIN Fan Writings
  • Send in your writings


Contact:


  • Write to Jon's parents at his fan club mail address
  • Link this site with images
  • Contact me via e-mail

Notice: Please contact the authors of each piece regarding redistribution.
In memoriam, Jonathan Gregory Brandis 1976-2003
Copyright 2003 - 2005 © All rights reserved.