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Poetry, page 3

Untitled
by Ines

Our hearts were shattered by darts.
Darts flung at us by death.
By the death of a young man, a part of both you and me. The innocence locked in childhood memories,
Now lost forever in this dream of reality.
Our eyes bled,
Our hearts ached-in this shock-
Of you now gracing Heaven instead of Earth.
Like a white dove, your spirit flew high,
And your passion was a bright as a wildfire.
Then that dove broke it's wings,
And the flame diminished, along with your physical self.
Hanging there- I cannot imagine the pain you must have felt.
Sadness overtook you, and then you took your life.
But you still fought, at least for a little while, then your body went limp and your soul joined the dead side.
Now you rest up above, and please know, you will always be loved.

In Loving Memory of Jonathan Brandis.
Always remembering yours.

Contributed by Ines



From Heaven
by Devotion

You left so soon
We didn’t have the chance to say goodbye
But that’s okay...we know you didn’t want it to be that way
We stood by you when you fought so hard
To come back into our lives
So we all can be happy again
You held on as long as you can
We will never forget you

If it means you have to leave us
To find your happiness
Then take our love with you
Wherever you go....and don’t you ever forget
To watch over us (we know that you’re there)
To watch over us (your love is everywhere)
Just watch over us (oooooooh)
From heaven

We miss your smile that gave us joy and laughter in our lives
We know one day that we all will be together once again
We stood by you when you fought so hard
To come back into our lives
So we all can be happy again
You held on as long as you can
We will never forget you

If it means you have to leave us
To find your happiness
Then take our love with you
Wherever you go wherever you go)....and don’t you ever forget (don’t you ever forget)
To watch over us (we know that you’re there)
To watch over us (your love is everywhere)
Just watch over us (oooooooh)
From heaven

There’s so many of us
That you left behind
But we all know that someday
Soon there will come a time...(there will come a time)
A time...where we will see each other again
And we will be together...up there in heaven

Together in heaven
We stood by you when you fought so hard
To come back into our lives
So we all can be happy again
You held on as long as you can
If it means you have to leave us
To find your happiness (happiness)
Then take our love with you

Wherever you go (wherever you go)
And dont...you ever forget (don’t you ever noo ohh...don’t you ever)
To watch over us (we know that you’re there)
To watch over us (your love is everywhere)
Just watch over us....
From heaven...from heaven...oooh oh..from heaven

Contributed by Annie T



I must move on
by Beastly Spike

I feel so empty now you’re gone
You were such a part of my life and my heart
Right or wrong I needed you too feel complete
But now you’re gone to a place much better
I must move on!
Loneliness begins to consumes my heart
Although you were never mine
You could control that ever growing consuming darkness
Even though to me you were just a fantasy
But now you’re gone to a place much better
I must move on!
I’m so alone;
It’s not your fault
I shouldn’t have centered everything on you
I would do anything to have you here, breathing and happy but I can’t
I must move on
It’s not your fault, I’d never blame you
It’s me, lonely and pathetic
But you’ve moved on to a better place
A place were I want to be
I must move on!
I wish I hadn’t made you so important in my life
Because I’m so lost without you
But I’m glad that you’ve finally found peace
You’ve moved on to a better place
And so must I.
I must move on!
You will always hold a special place within my heart.

Contributed by Beastly Spike



Untitled
by Beastly Spike

The day you left everything changed.

The raging storm brings only bleakness and blackness in a plane of existence where only hopelessness can live. This storm can only distort and destroy. Nothing is what it seams. It’s unbearable. It makes everything hurt, including to breath.

Two Sapphires once so bright and expressionative have now become dull. No longer the window to the once happy soul. What once was light is now dark.

The straw once with a life of its own, long and proud, flying in the wind. Now lays limp and dull.

The voice on the wind no longer heard, can no longer sooth. Everything still. Everything quiet.

But for one there is nothing but calm, peace and tranquillity. A place where hurt no longer exists. The storm now stopped for good. For those left behind, heartache and pain, but there is a relief that there is no longer the raging storm destroying yet more of a person that once was full of life.

Everything that once lived, now still

Contributed by Beastly Spike


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